Post-100 posts

Wow it just hit me that Yuna that I used to know is not what Yuna is now.
I mean, I used to be able randomly drop that girl a message and I'd get a reply,
heck I even get to chat with her occasionally dulu; catching up on stuff, talks about boys and stuff. (yes I can't even believe it myself.)

I don't even know if I even got the chance to talk to her end of this month.
Wow, everyone just change so much.

(I am NOT implying that she's totally a different person (she's still who she is, well at least that's what my last memory of her can recall), it's just that.. your usual dorky girl is not that usual anymore. She's frikkin somebody now, and I am totally, totally proud of her. Period.)
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On a slightly unrelated note, I am loving the third EP installment of the biggest sweetheart I've met in history - William Beckett; loving the fact that he's keeping the friendships with the rest of the band members, and that The Butcher is in this one.

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Work is OK. I guess I have to learn to love it.

//88: 3am thoughts and whatnots

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"We used to look at the stars and confessed our dreams"
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I know I haven't been writing in awhile. I don't know man, I don't know what to talk about. SO much things happen lately, like so freaking much I can't handle it. I really can't. I kinda miss being so very optimistic on stuff and now all I do all day is waiting for a phone call that would change my life.

Aaaah depressed nya bunyi! But really though.
Life has been different, Tak tahu nak suka atau tak. More towards indifferent kot. Entah. Entah. Itu je aku boleh cakap hohohihu.

Sebenarnya macam macam aku nak buat cuma tak jumpa drive tu je lagi, omg alasan je kan kau D? selalu nak alasan jeee eeee. (Eh tak, mana ada alasan betul apa. *k abaikan monologue ini*).

I miss having my late night driving sesh. I miss shiny lights, the noisy mapleys and stable internet connection. I am, officially a gadis kampung now (In a way lah. Tsk)

Honestly though, I cannot wait to move out. Bila? I'm not sure. Tapi by the end of this year I NEED to move out. I can't this place. It's not me. Or maybe sebab aku memang tak boleh berada dalam close proximity with certain people and the lack of social interactions. Betul dowh, hari hari aku mengadap muka adik aku je. Kalau nak hang out dengan kawan kawan, siapa lagi lah yang seremaja aku ni? (Unless budak jungle, but diorang sibuk nak exams and final year projects and living life). And have I told you I live at least 50 minutes away from the city? This city girl cries.

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Aku rasa sangat bersyukurlah sekarang ni dah bulan puasa. At least malam malam jumpa la jugak orang lain ye dak? Huhu.

Bye.

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If you ever wondered how is it like meeting me in person, this video probably sums it up.

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FOSTER THE PEOPLE meets JAPAN!　 名づけよう！～LET’S CALL IT WHATever YOU WANT! from FTPmeetsJPN on Vimeo.
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This is just, oh you know, bunch of perfect humans. Nothing much. #fangirl
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It's already February. 3 frikkin months to go till I bid this place good bye for good.

Scary super.
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My SV is the shiznitz.

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Malbec - Swimming for Tomorrow.
One of my boyfriends doing his thing. (Y)
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Have you guys watched Relationship Status yet? A local flick directed by Khairil M. Bahar which tells about how the relationships made in the 21st century - obviously assimilates the social networks we have now, and at first I thought it would be solely on the relationship status bar on thee facebook but I was wrong.

The lines/scenes that got me were (something along the line lah ek, can't find the exact words)

It's different because, when I cheated on you, only three person know about it. Me, that dude and you. But you promote your infidelity publicly, and I have to find out from other people, and to be the last person to know? It's humiliating.

What's the point? I was getting better, whether you realize it or not, I was getting better!

...and it didn't occur to you that I might eventually see her again, digitally even? (on finding his ex on facebook and she had the nerves to friend requested him? Sigh.)

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Not so much of a twist but suffice to say I've been through some of the scenes and it sucks. I cried like a million times over. Sigh.

But it's a good movie to watch, relatable, only available in TGV cinemas, and I think it's a limited release... so hurry!

//27: Angkasa.

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"To infinityyyyy and beyond!"

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My ipod has been playing all these wonderful songs all day long. So much love.

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That awkward moment when your finance lecturer pronounce "bust" as how B.o.B pronounce it in the song. What's more awkward is that the song automatically plays on my mind right after the said lecturer said it.

Yep.

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My short term worst fear at the moment (doesn't make sense to you, but it does to me, idk) is when either on of my brothers got themselves a girlfriend. I don't know man, that shit makes me feel sad as hell whenever I think about it. Call me selfish but yeap.

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Falling in love with this, all over again.
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And, bashing people on twitter without mentioning them, is just the same as mengutuk belakang belakang. Yes, this included. I just don't like too much negativities roam my timeline. :(, wish you would be happy soon.

//8: Island of the Honest Man

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Education is a luxury. It's a privilege.
I got it.
So I can't complain. Can't complain D. Work your ass off, give your best.

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Play me a song, your newest one.

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You would really like it here.

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Nothing beats a busy rainy Sunday with good music on loop.

Bad day?

Nah a pick me up video for you. :)

I went to see Reza Salleh last Monday. For those who knows me long enough, you'd be familiar with my huge crush on him and his lovely songs. I mean how can you not love Reza? He's funny, down-to-earth, and yet very charming with his wits and songs. So anyways, it was held at DFP, KLCC, one of the most prestigious place you could have a concert on in Malaysia (me thinks). He did it. And he did this cover by Bonnie Raitt's I Can't Make You Love Me. I dont know why he loves that song so much, but when he sang it and the way he sang it, man... I feel every aches, every pain - as if I want to make things alright for him (Haha fangirl much?). And because DFP is very strict in their event conducts, I didnt record/snap pics or anything. I found this off the net, that same song, being covered by one of the most talented artist I just discovered - Bon Iver. It just reminded me of Reza's performance that night.




:)

Avocado + Potato

I love being at home because there are familiar faces from every corner. I've been cooking for two days in a row now and let me tell you it feels good :), I should keep my domestic skills in check before someone swept off my feet, one day. Heehee, I'm such a hopeless romantic.

I met my guy last Sunday after ages of not seeing each other, t'was... fun. We did nothing much, just catching up over food mostly, but yeah I am the happiest when I'm with him. Oh, brothers asked me to take a listen to Cee Lo's F U and I did. So decided to do a cover for it, nyehehe, here goes!

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Naive.

Yep. First ever youtube upload. Of me.

I did a cover of one of my favourite songs and please, please don't laugh.

Everything, every single line.

Fast forward to now. I can't believe I'm still with you. I still remember the emotionally grueling 5 hours bus and train rides with you on the other end making sure that I was okay. I miss you. I miss Atuk the most. I miss everything. I'm too vulnerable sometimes, and I hate that.

I've been here before not long ago, with someone just as beautiful, just as doubtful.

Remind me how we got this far.

My go-to song if things seem like they're crumbling apart.

For the time being, I am not so sure myself, just feelin' a bit, meh.

I hate to assume.

Prove me wrong, will you?