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"Stay where you are now"
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Oh my god Mr.crush said Hi, and we talked a bit and I didn't get all awkward and shit (yay me!). He smileeeeeed. (he remembers me, he totally flippin remembers me!) Damn boi you foine foine creature you.
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Here's a nice song to accompany this post and to make everything seems a little more dramatic than it really is. Heehee.  Cannot wait for the album, cepatlah Yuna release it hereeee!

p/s: anon (yes you), kinda need to ask you something - a random question, but I want to ask in private. Could you drop your email or something?

//38

Malbec - Swimming for Tomorrow.
One of my boyfriends doing his thing. (Y)
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Have you guys watched Relationship Status yet? A local flick directed by Khairil M. Bahar which tells about how the relationships made in the 21st century - obviously assimilates the social networks we have now, and at first I thought it would be solely on the relationship status bar on thee facebook but I was wrong.

The lines/scenes that got me were (something along the line lah ek, can't find the exact words)

It's different because, when I cheated on you, only three person know about it. Me, that dude and you. But you promote your infidelity publicly, and I have to find out from other people, and to be the last person to know? It's humiliating.

What's the point? I was getting better, whether you realize it or not, I was getting better!

...and it didn't occur to you that I might eventually see her again, digitally even? (on finding his ex on facebook and she had the nerves to friend requested him? Sigh.)

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Not so much of a twist but suffice to say I've been through some of the scenes and it sucks. I cried like a million times over. Sigh.

But it's a good movie to watch, relatable, only available in TGV cinemas, and I think it's a limited release... so hurry!

Kawan, Peneman tidur berkala. Pengejut tidur (berkala jugak). Peneman bila sedih. Peneman bila tengah perasan nak jadi kreatif. You will be missed Po. I mean, yeah i can visit but it won't be the same. Macam mana nak go on a day without you nanti once I'm in the Jungle. You're the only one that knows my story, that I can count on, and that won't judge. I love you.
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Dan, budak ni macam tau tau je condition aku sekarang.


Thanks sbb bagi aku gelak hahahaha sengal gila. And point taken!
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Had a great night with fav. girl. Fav girl, kalau awak terstumble upon my blog one day (and terbaca entry ni), I just want you to know you indirectly there through my worst times. Dari duuuuuulu during your xanga's and livejournal's time, sampai ke myspace, sampai la ni dah jadi mega superstar. I am proud of you. Your songs (and covers) may seem like simple love songs but they're not to me. They are much bigger than that, they triggers pain, sadness, and sometimes made me reflects on things. So thank you.

Lagu baru awak give me hope to hold on. Though saya cakap saya okay, saya rasa saya tak okay sangat. Still healing. Lagu pendek awak buat saya nangis malam tu, just like the night I decided to call things off. Lagu Coffee awak buat saya senyum, sampai sekarang.

Thank you Yunalis Zaraai, I love your work, and you, as a person.
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I'mma be so happy that when people sees me they'd be happy too. InshaAllah. I CAN DO THIS!

He he he. Fangirl post ahead.

Today's after sahur was interesting. I was killing time waiting for Subuh (I know I should do something more productive, this killing time with internet is not good during Ramadhan, yes - that aside), I saw (if you don't know already, i am IN LOVE with this guy) Bruno Mars tweeted about him being live on his website, talking and answering questions. So, being me, I got excited. The time taken on reloadings and tried to by-pass the proxy were longer than the session itself, suffice to say, I only saw him (+ he talks, a bit) for merely 5 seconds. He looks awe.some /fangirl.

He he.

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Anyways, a few days back something nice happened. I was having a difficult time lately and I talked to my Creator that if He's there for me, I hope He'll talked back. It was that soon. I feel so loved :"), it's not everyday you get a special call like that (if you know what I mean), what more it was in Ramadhan, a very holy month for all of us.

Well, so-orry for getting all sappy about this, but I never felt that way before. Ever. Alhamdulillah.

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Other news, let's see... Oh, y'know, Paramore? The-only-band-I-listen-from-the-beginning-till-now-because-they-are-just-THAT-awesome-band? THEY'RE COMING HERE. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! (ALL CAPS SHOWS MY EXCITEMENT). So I have to say bye-bye to the Album Leaf just to make way for this one. Hee hee hee. Now, the only problem is, I have to make do with all the time I have left due to its being on 19th October, on a weekday, on Tuesday to be exact. I have too many classes on that day, and to travel to KL before 8? Hmmmm. I hope I'll find a decent way, soon. Anyone from Tronoh who wants to go, lets meet up and we can skip our class for the next day happily, y/y? :D

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I havent been writing this what-I-eat-for-lunch-post in awhile. And I havent been writing much on my music addiction ngehehe. So there goes!

Okay, I should sleep now.

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(Edit) Eh KEJAP!:

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My reaction, exactly. Mwehehe, now I can sleep in peace. Bye!