October 30, 2011

You would really like it here.

Nothing beats a busy rainy Sunday with good music on loop.

October 27, 2011

Oh #2

I'm glad I lost everything.
I'm loving what I've become. And I can be so much more.
Let me keep this optimism Ya Allah.

There will be a better next time, for everything. Just, hold. on.

October 25, 2011


I'd be forever suck at maths, was never good at it and I don't think I'll ever be good at it.
Dulu time sekolah, kalau maths dapat C rasa macam dapat A. Rasa dah cukup pandai dah.
Numbers complicate me. Numbers complicate things. Tak masuk formula lagi.

I love Finance. I haven't been this interested in a subject for a long while (other than ABAP), so I guess this is good. Test 1 International Finance is coming soon, and aku cuak sebab nanti ada calculations which actually tak boleh lari pun kan.

Tadi Mr. R cakap we're good in calculations. We're good with numbers, so we dont have to worry that much. Budak-budak Jungle, kalau tak reti maths takdenya jadi engineer and IT pioneers ~to quote Mr. R.
So, kira, aku good in maths la jugak ni?

October 24, 2011

Sedih bila blogger fav decided to go on hiatus, and then make the blog private.
Lagi sedih bila jadi silent reader.

Hm, come back and write please.

October 22, 2011

Ugh. Jangan lost sangat boleh tak? Stop thinking about what will happen/will not happen and focus on the now. You will eventually effed up your project if you keep being like this. C'mon D. :(

This, happened.

Like three years ago, man.

(Anonymous) on June 10th, 2008 05:34 am (local)
hey hey
i do remember you!
i think you're in my lj list also right, just that i dont really update lj no more.. =(
thanks for commenting on my blogspot! hee. i actually sengih sengih baca this entry. aw thanks dalila. but i was quite kelam kabut that night, i had a few setbacks that day so mcm tak feel sgt masa perform tu i wish i couldve done soooo much better. frust sbb i was looking forward for that show sgt sgt.

but the night was amazing nonetheless, i had fun meeting you guys. the only thing is that i wasnt getting the right vibe from one of the people there.. but i wont tell whoooo.... =D

but you gave positive energy that night I LOVE YOU!


October 20, 2011

Things that amaze me.

Tadi jumpa SV untuk second approval stage for the TTP title yang kena reject last week, dia tengok sikit je improved proposal, lepastu dia bagi thumbs up. Rasa nak menangis terharu kat situ weh. Lega, one down!

Speaking of TTP, tadi ada talk. Ok, I'm at risk of sounding too nerdy, but I've come to a realization that, I love what I'm doing. Semua benda applicable and relatable. Entahlah, maybe aku je kot yang take in everything as more than it supposed to be, but talk tadi really inspire me A LOT. Gonna make my dream come true, I CAN DO THIS!

Finance courses. So far takde satu pun yang let me down (okay maybe investment? tapi in general investment is fascinating), macam aaaaaaaaak rasa lega gila gila, I feel like i'm making the right choices for my minor. :')

How things like the above make me smile wide. :") Aku rasa aku bakal jadi workaholic.

October 18, 2011

I want to live in a happy picture, where being happy is permanent.
I want to live alongside happy poppy tunes, because that's all I want to hear.
I want to be madcrazy creative, seeing things in different views and
Ooh, I want to live in a bakery, that bake all sorts of yummy stuff.

But this is life, we either fight, or we tolerate. If we fight and end up bitter, that's just too sad.
If we tolerate and we adapt, that's something. It's your take, darling. No point of pointing fingers on who's wrong and who's right. We might end up being on both sides. Why bother? Just be as happy. as. you. can.

October 12, 2011

"...and then you stood there, the most stupid you have ever felt in your entire life. You just don't know what to do," Prof O, on explaining the worst situation you would be in. Especially being a third year student.

"Dont do that," he said again.

How can I not?
This is that moment, the moment of the rest of my 7 years of tertiary education means nothing - but a piece of paper. If 'now' is this hard, imagine how 'later' would be like?


Too many convocation photos on newsfeed.


October 11, 2011

Boom Schclackclack

I can't sing. I can't play that good either. But I love to sing. And I love my Uke. So there.

Zee Avi's Just You and Me Cover.

Maybe I'll delete this later, we'll see.

October 4, 2011


(via numadhamani)

I'm like the epitome of generalist, I can do pretty much everything, and I can be okay at it, but that's that. Just OK. Maybe I haven't found my core yet - whatever it is. Oh, the proposal has been accepted and whats more awesome is that, another big project I'm in is under two supervisors (If you could recall, one of it is the Ms. President of Super Cool Lecturers' Club) and my own SV for my fyp. How wonderful. No sarcasm intended. I hope this would be it, y'know? - The motivation to go through with my ideas.

Sigh, I need to start living the big dream I dream about. Walk the talk. Have faith in my projects and ideas and whatnots. Used to be my mantra though but now, I'm not quite sure.

Oh, have you guys watch Horrible Bosses yet? Amagat, that movie is mad genius. And hilarious. Genius.

That's it for now folks, till later!

October 2, 2011

Susahlah macamni, kalau keep being macamtu. Ish.
Doakan saya kawan kawan, tengah susah sangat ni :(

budak final year buntu.