July 23, 2011

aku harap sangat aku tak jadi macam kau doh. serious. lari semua mood nak tolong kau. ugh.

July 17, 2011

So, yep.

Haha look at me, I never finish anything! Tsk.

Supposed to put up the final 2 days of the internship but on Thursday and Friday I was too busy with life. What is up, yeah? :-p. 8 months finally ended and unlike my friends who appreciate 2 months extra of solitary, I've come to a point of loathing it. Hewhewhew. So much things happen lately that I choose not to be on my own, it's horrifying! If only you knew how much, if only.

On Friday, we, the interns had our last lunch - the lunch we stopped having together after a few months. So yeah. Went to Padi, and just chill. Went back to the office, wave goodbyes and say thank yous to everyone and thats it. Thats how I spent my Friday at the office. Hoho. Went to Delicious with A later at night and just ~chill. Yep, I love the word 'Chill' now hahaha. A said I changed too much and that I suck so bad before, um, thanks? :-), change is good.








Yesterday was okay okay je lah kot. Urbanscapes was fun because of the people I met, aaaand that was it. Khottal was one hell of a band. I mean it's hard to find a band that can make me close my eyes, eliminates the crowd and just, take a breather and listen. I did that during Incubus's, Yuna's Penakut, and a handful of performers and i haven't been doing that in years! Khottal was the highlight of my day. Although our love balloon was nonchalantly received, but the music was awe-fucking-some. They reminded me of why I love live music, why I spent so much to watch live music, why - I, who loathe being in a crowded place - can stand being in one when there's a good music to enjoy, and the reason why I brave the mud in my overpriced maxi dress.

July 13, 2011

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Bukan meja aku.
Seorang aunty yang super baik.

Patutnya harini ni claim lunch dengan Ms. S, tapi terlupa pfft. So tak jadi. Kadang kadang aku rasa cam naik muak makan nasi, and this is coming from a #1 nasi lover, so this must be something? Entahlah. Macam i can crave for nasi panas panas and just telur dadar tu pun dah cukup, or ikan masin + cili padi - dah cukup buat aku terliur and terus rasa nak masak nasi. Aku particular gila dengan the nasi consistency. Tak suka yang lembut sangat, and obviously tak suka yang stiff. I think antara adik adik kesayangan, S paling hebat tanak nasi. (Wah tanak, padahal pakai rice cooker je!), S hebat buat ayam goreng jugak. Terbaik gilaaa dia marinade and stuff.


Aku boleh tak makan kalau nasi tu tak up to my standard, ceyh. Tak tak, akan makan tapi sikit. :-p.
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Tadi dapat email dalam pkul 4 lebih, WY bagi kerja ad hoc, SV siap suruh make it snappy, daymn aku ni dah la slow bab bab debugging ni tsk. The last I debug ended in super delayed workload. Hu hu hu. Tapi takpe, I took the challenge.... after 45 minutes, WY email balik, kata workload tu bukan untuk aku. Haaaaaah lega!
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Final report tak siap siap lagi, baru chapter 1. Malas dowh. Ish apa nak jadi ni?
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Aku rasa lately aku banyak jumpa orang yang macam give me a point to live. Macam aunty di atas. Sangat sangat baik, bagi tumpang balik free okay! Hari hari dapat kuih muih :), dulu time training ABAP in 2009, aunty ni pick me up to and fro from cousin's house. Like whoah, dah lah lalu rumah dia dulu baru rumah cousin. Bless you and your family lah aunty! :)

So aku tak boleh sedih sedih sebab Allah tolong mudahkan urusan internship aku. Takpe takpe, condition kat rumah boleh adjust, inshaAllah.

Dalam banyak banyak benda, aku boleh cerita pasal nasi ek?

July 12, 2011

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Never ending logbook report, and my trusty water bottle - a gift from my awesome cousin.
Harini rasa nak go Boho. Office aku best sebab boleh pakai apa apa je kay. Selamba.

KLCC looks friendly today. Rasa chill gila bila masuk tadi lampu semua dah on macam ceria je dowh. Best.

So tadi lunch dengan this one staff yang aku tak kenal pun tapi A kenal, so macam join je lah. Had the super sedap sambal sotong. If you ever drop by TPM, please pergi cafe near Maybank Enterprise 3 kot. Sedap gilaaaaaaaa. Aku salute gila dowh makcik yang masak tu. Sedapnya makcik, pandai makcik masak. (eh ke pakcik/abang/kakak? - Aku imagine makcik yang masak. Anyhoots!)

So okay, that guy (the staff) buat ABAP for 10 years OK. 10 frikkin years man. You could be mental right about now! I can't imagine me meddling with codes for THAT long yannow, but his insight towards the field macam whoah jugak lah. He's Indo and dia ada cerita sikit sikit beza company yang dia join dulu dengan sekarang, so betullah from the rumours I heard. Heheh, I won't be applying there then! Seriously rasa nak mengajar. Haih. Monies I need to poop you so I can fund my master level, man.

Harini A emo sikit. Aku faham situasi tu sebab I'm having the same exact moment jugak. Takpelah A, kita be strong sama sama OK? 1 stgh bulan je lagi nak masuk Jungle, inshaAllah things will look brighter nanti :)

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I'll miss my morning train rides and my awesome playlist for sure.

July 10, 2011

Confrontation.

Ohmygod, that was super scary? I mean in my house yes we argue blahblahblah but thats that. We don't question each other existence (I mean, S is pro at that but not me - I'm kinda a good sister? Heh heh heh that aside).

Scary scary scary. Two more months to go, September you don't know how much you are needed now. I wish time can just leap to the next 2 months. Tak raya pun tak apa. Nak September! To be frank, I don't know what will happen in September, but it's my month okay? I think I'll manage.

Demmit you guise, just be grateful you guys have each other. I'm battling everyday being away from I and S. And that's super hard for me, I don't see why you guys push each other away. You can be so much happier demmit. :/
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On the lighter note, I love Z. Love love love love. You have the most amazing ways to tell even the very mundane day-to-day story. I'm too much of a chicken to leave you comment sans anonymous pseudo, but it will do for now. So much admiration towards you I cannot contain! Amazing people are amazing. Z, stay being you OK? :-D
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Friday, bro turns 20. Gosh, you know how old that made me feel? VERY old. We chilled, talked about stuff. I wish S was there though. Hmm, hope Kuantan treats him well!

I cannot wait for that ice cream sesh next week! (Hello! If you read this heheh <3)

July 6, 2011

Ya Allah,
Terima kasih sebab leave me with them sweet people and let the bitter ones go. Thank you thank you thank you =')

July 4, 2011

Kalau

Been given a chance what song I want to a proper cover of, I'd choose one of The XX's, Heart Skipped A Beat. Sebab saja, aku rasa composition dia macam simple, tapi cukup cepat buat aku bob my head. Jarang jumpa lagu macamtu dah sekarang.

Tapi tu kalau lah, sebab aku tak reti main anything other than uke. Itu pun berterabur. Agak geram sebab a few days back dah plan nak do a cover of this one song yang dari haritu ada dalam kepala. Bila try main macam haramnya bunyii :(. Jujur aku rindu freestyling dengan adik aku dekat living room, berangan. Hahah. I miss you guys, I miss the white guitar too weh. Bila boleh jam sesama lagi ni?

Yang sorang tu dah nak pergi Kuantan esok. Esok. Jatuh gak kau kat tempat kakak kan? Hahah. Lawak gila. Fikir2 balik macam sangat random. I hope warga Kuantan jaga S elok elok. Sebab dia panas baran. Nasib ar korang mess with my brother memang mess with the wrong person.
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Bila dah step outside the box, I can see a picture being painted, one by one jigsaw puzzle fits. :) Alhamdulillah, tak sia-sia sakit aku dulu. Kalau aku tak sakit dulu tak rasa sihat sikit sekarang :).
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Semalam aku jumpa website aku yang lama. Dem. Seriously kau ni memang gila ah. Gila. Alhamdulillah jugak sebab aku dah outgrew aku yang dulu e he he. :-) Aku ingat dulu aku ada write a post saying what we were 6 months ago are not what we are now. So siapa aku Januari lepas bukan aku yang sekarang, which is so effing true in every possible way.

July, be full of hope. Great ones!