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# sebab dulu tak mahu yang asing. sebab sekarang dah fragile. sebab dulu boleh chose. sebab sekarang I can't deny. 7:12 AM Aug 17th


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sebab dulu we were just kids. sebab dulu we had fun. sebab dulu kurang kisah. sebab sekarang takut nak lepas. 7:11 AM Aug 17th


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sebab dulu I dont put my heart on my sleeve. Sebab dulu I still have my walls. Sebab sekarang I like how your hand fits mine. 7:10 AM Aug 17th


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sebab dulu tak sekuat sekarang. sebab dulu tak invest byk. sebab sekarang sayang sgt. sebab sekarang terasa jauh. I'm constantly missing you 7:09 AM Aug 17th

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I know I'm the most insecure person you ever encountered, but you stay anyways. Saya selalu yang bukan-bukan, tapi tetap awak cakap "Tak apa, that's you". Thank you for that.

I got a new love. \m/

This is my current fav OJ. Not too sweet, not too sour(/bitter?). It fits my preferences just nice. I think me and Minute Maid's OJ would have a long term relationship and that is awesome.

A relationship where I'll always love this particular OJ brand, and (hopefully) they'll produce the same orange juice forever. No conflict, just pure love.
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On other news, I wish the word distance means happiness, and wholesome. Distance just spells lonely for me and I am not that tough anymore. The more I care, the more it bites back. The more paranoid, and annoying I become. And less people care about me because of that.

Annoying, D, annoying.
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Yellow.

iCover - Yellow.

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Yesterday, Abah decided to tune in to Red, which used to be my fav radio station until I stopped listening to radio a while back. So, they were having this Jazz slot which at the point I was listening, I thought some guy covered Chocolate Rain (by Tay) and I thought "hey, this is nice" but when I listen closer, it was Buble's Spiderman - which was beyond awesome. It was raining, and after few songs, I found myself crying. I guess there's something comforting with Jazz that I let myself go. Thank God Abah didn't realized, or I'll have to answer 1001 questions.

Thing is, I don't know what is up with me lately. I cry at the most random time ever. About everything. I feel like crap most of the time. These negativities? They need to get out of my system, pronto!
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Y'know that feeling in which whatever you do is not enough? That makes you feel unimportant? Useless? Yeah. I'm feeling that at the mo. Suckiest feeling ever. I feel like I'm missing (or most probably lost) something in me. I could not figure it out.