//53

You know what?
I wish I'd have the courage to just pick my uke and sing in front of large crowd (like the other night, but the other night was filled with familiar faces and I was nervous at first but it turned out well), crowd that I don't even know their name and just sing, sing properly of course and sing my best without being too nervous or over thinking things.
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I wish I could muster the courage to walk to you and say "hey, I think you're interesting/cute/fun/pretty/nice", smile and just walk away, or better yet hold a 2-minute conversation with you and make a lasting impression.
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Because I don't want to be invisible anymore, but I don't know how to stop.

//52

Since it's Monday and it's my most favorite day of the week (After Friday-Saturday-Sunday) of course, I need to list down things that need to be done by this week:

• 6 interfaces via asp.net for le project
• complete 3 pages of EBS report
• complete 2.5 pages of Why China manipulates the Currency
• Stop watching the big bang theory back to back, you're on current season now you wouldn't want to wait for the new episode, Dalila.
• Stop procrastinating, due date for the project is on the 7th March.
• AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK.

//51: Socially Inept.

What should one do when one's weakness is pointed out in the most horrfying manner one could imagine?
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Few weeks ago, I wanted to learn things, out of the context of going to class. And I guess this is it.
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I don't work in a normal manner, and though that seems worrying and suffocating at times, I don't think I want to. Change for the better? Yes. Leave all my awkwardness and quirks? Not yet.