//89: 3AM: My new favorite hour.

It baffles me how
I reread the older posts
Re-track the likes
And everything flipped the script so much


I swore at one point
I was in this weepy zone
And the next
I put Warrior on loop
And now
How in love I am with Warriors (yet again, another version, another musician)


And how
I don't feel that annoying feelings anymore
And how
Effin' amazing that feels like
Because
I don't have to lie to myself & keep saying
"It's gonna be OK"
Because
It is OK now.


It is more than that now.


Though,
One thing though,
I need to get out of this rut,
This routine I had for so long.


And just... Create.

Pre-suhoor,
Enstek.