Bittersweet.

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At the end of the day, what matters most is how much love you give out. Life might not be all fun and dandy all the time, but having all the love you can get sometimes can just be just what you need to keep telling yourself "Things will get ok, maybe not that soon, but it will get ok".

2011 starts off shaky, definitely something that I would not want to go through again. I'm working on fixing all the things that are within my control, and leave everything that is not in Allah's hands, inshaAllah. My heart hurts, my head hurts even more. I guess thats how things are when you gets older. You face more things. You need to accept more things that they are not within your control, there's nothing you can do but to tawakkal.

Work is fine, lovelife is a bit ehhh, but everything is fine at least now. Have the very best of 2011, everyone!

Mesti ada sebab kenapa Allah jauhkan aku dari sumber kekuatan aku. Mesti ada sebab.
Sebab yang aku tak nampak tapi aku kena percaya.
Aku tak kuat macam ni. Aku harap Dia jaga aku elok-elok, bagi tunjuk kat aku apa yang patutnya jadi.

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Minta maaf sebab dah lama tak update blog. Banyak sangat benda jadi lately sampai aku macam dah... entahlah. Aku seriously tak tahu apa yang aku rasa sekarang, tapi yang pasti... kosong. Lagi teruk dari dulu. Hm, aku tak tahu sampai bila aku boleh macam ni, aku harap aku boleh macam ni a little longer, sampai aku nampak apa sepatutnya aku buat.

InshaAllah. Korang doakan aku please. Ni antara hidup dan mati aku, dalam dan luar. Dalam dah slowly mati.

100th

Say whaaa 100th post! LOL. Apela yang aku dok merepek kat sini ek?
Anyways, here I am again. Sepatutnya dah boleh dinner sekarang ni tapi... hm, aku tak suka lah bila berada satu tempat & share oxygen yang sama dengan kau. Toxic. Buat hilang selera makan je. Kes sudip pun boleh jadi masalah dunia. Kecoh ah lu minah!
*Kruuuuuk*, k perut dah bunyi, tapi seriously i rather starve and eat with you around, maaflah, memang melampaui tahap kesabaran aku.

Tak sabar nak tunggu malam Sabtu sebab banyak benda best akan jadi. OHMG, lagi lama aku duduk sini lagi gila jadinya. Tell me why every single thing kena jadi big issue? I cannot fathom how much fun you're having with all of these issues. Blegh.

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Baru nak happy.